Women…we need to be here, all the way here, on Earth.
We need to come all the way down into our bodies, breathing all the way down and in. We must choose to come in, choose to inhabit our bodies, bodies that can, and do, only exist here on Earth. The spirit and soul is not of this place, but the body is. And it is in our bodies where our greatest gifts can be given. Where our deepest yearnings and desires can unfold. And when we do this, when we come in and give voice and expression to our deepest yearnings, we come into direct relationship with Mother Earth.
In these times, it is imperative we choose to be here, all the way here, on Earth. This can be hard. Many of us have experienced trauma. For most of my life I havenâ€™t wanted to be here. Not in a way where I would do something to myself, but more in the subtle, underlying pervasive sense of being uncomfortable in a place where my body isnâ€™t safe, where my gender represents what is considered terrifying to those in charge, and so deemed as weak and inferior.
As women, the culture does not treat our bodies well. We often donâ€™t treat our bodies well. We live in bodies that are threatened, most often subtly. These bodies. Creature bodies. Beautiful bodes. Bodies with deep feelings and sensitivities, as well as the capacity for great joy and aliveness. Yet, we are needed to be here on the planet, connected to our Mother Earth for the full potential of our souls to be realized.
Mother Earth. Your body is Her body. Her body is your body. And at this time, the Earth is calling for us to be fully home in her embrace.
We are living in the times weâ€™ve come for. The work we came to do is needed now. Many of us know this. That what is being called for is exactly what we have to give to the world. This isnâ€™t about changing the world. We cannot change anyone else. But we can give what weâ€™ve been given, we can offer the essential nature of our own being into the world as a form of love to a world so hungry for love.
Weâ€™ve forgotten that all of life is sacred and we are not going to get out of the problems weâ€™ve created without coming to physically know this again as our own experience.
What does it mean for flesh to be sacred, for the flesh of our existence to be sacred? How does the sacred live in you? How does the sacred feel when it is alive in your body? How does the sacred feel when you are in your body and you know everything is sacred?
To bring the holy, the light, and love to all of lifeâ€™s mundane moments and things that can frighten us so. To do our best and be in integrity. To realize where we are responsible to this world in a way that enlivens us and the world. To bring the wild Source of our nature into structure so the wild Source can come all the way into our livesâ€¦all the way down and into our world, our lives, and our creations.
Yes. This is it. The hot holy. The blinding breath. The cosmic presence. The delighted spontaneity. The impish bliss. The lightness of depth.
Soften your rigidity, your striving and pushing, your need to control, with breath, breathing all the way down and in, from the front to the back, and head to toe, especially in the belly that is breath-starved. Full, deep, slow breaths. Fill your body with cell nourishment and aliveness.
Breathing is a sensuous experience. Our wild and tender animal bodies are starved for breath, plump rich oxygen laced breath that softens our flesh into the Earth.
Soften and striving and judging others will slow and spontaneous movement and deep love for everything will flow. We are Spirit-infused creatures of the wild when we breathe deeply and fully.
Life is spontaneous and playful when we inhabit our bodies and our lives like the bliss-plump creatures we are created to be. High on the gift of our own existence, we stop trying to control and negate the existence of our fellow creatures.
This is Eros. A sensuous love. A rapturous delight. A primal push out of the seedbed of creation.
This is Eros. Life enthralled with its own gift of becoming.
Eros is the force we must awaken and we do this through a direct relationship with Mother Earth, a direct relationship between soul and Mother Earth. We do this together. We do this in community. We do this in the realms of our vast inner world, while together in circle, together and rooted into the Mother.
If youâ€™ve been longing to bring something you canâ€˜tâ€™ quite name but know exists into the work you are doing in the world, I offer that Eros might be this something. It is love. It is aliveness. It is the lived gift of your own existence.
Come awakenÂ Eros.
Join me and a circle of twelve women for a journey into Eros, a journey down and into your body, a journey of coming home. Awakening Eros will change who you know yourself to be and what you believe you are capableÂ of.
We begin October 18th. Twelve women. Deep circle. Awakening Eros.